Two dollar secrets and crap cocaine

Two dollar secrets

And crap cocaine

Your voice is printed

On my brain

At the end of the night

When I’m gunning

For the fight

And the pain is

Coursing roughly

In my veins

I just want you to ache

Your bones to break

And your blood

Your blood to flow

Sweetly through

 My fingers

Two dollar secrets

And Reese’s pieces

The summer scent

And burning flesh

I’d rip out your heart

If there was any left

I ache for your suffering

The destruction of your offerings

And penance for all

Who have endured

At your insistence

For holding my head under

And choking it back

For the times that I wished for

A knife in your back

Black, with no face

A creature crafted in hate

I will lay waste

To you all

And all that is yours

Two dollar secrets

And cigarettes on

Whiskey breath

And a major jones

To break a leg,

Make you beg

And watch you suffer

To the very end

I’ll suck the marrow

From your splintered bones

And lie sweetly to whomever,

That you’ve just ducked in the shower,

When they call for you

On the phone.

I own you now.

Two dollar secrets

And crap cocaine

Reese’s pieces

And cigarettes

And whiskey breathe

I’ll make it hurt

Till that’s all that’s left

 © Saskia Kelly

Angers so much easier.....